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Kanta: “The morning shines with teardrops in my eye…”

Shit! May main event nanaman ako this early of the day!!! Un mga kaininuman ko last nyt cia,chel mae and jnx buti na lng ksma ko kyo…. Waaahhh Struggle tlga 2day hndi man lng ako nk2log ng maayos last nyt wa effect un vodka!!! Dumb… bat sya ganun his been asking to meet my family for the longest tym we have been together ngyn na pngbgyan ko na siya and ready na ko to finally legalize our relationship tska pa sya parang walang keber.. am I being paranoid?! As far as im concern lam ko hndi… never akong ngdemand ng khit ano sa knya … kelangan ba ako lagi ang iintindi sa knya… mhrap umasa at mghinty…. Hndi naman forever mggng ganun ako.. nasasaid na ko… kung tutuusin alam ko naman un dapat kong gawin… pero ang hirap!!! pgod na rin ako ilang years na kming gn2… is it hard for him to understand na ang kelangan ko e un bf na would stand by my side… ung alam kong nandyn lng… simple lng naman un e… hnid ba nya marealize un…...

Eio watz up guys?.... hehehe mdyo busy dis past few days.. Good news may maid na kami hehehe... ika nga ni mae promoted na ko at mayordoma na raw.. lolz... at least ngyn mas madali na un work ko and mas mdali na ko makakalabas ng bahay bcoz i dont have to think much of the things i have to do sa bahay... yipee im so happy ma eenjoy ko na ang mga remaining days ng vacation ko.. uy ano un outing natin dapat 2loy yan ha... o cge na tama na muna itoh at my orientation pa ko sa maid namin hehehe... bye for now...

Honestly i feel a lot satisfied on what's going on sa love life ko ngyn.. hehehe.. minsan lng me mgkwento kya pg bgyn nyo na... hehehe.. Lam ko medyo katangahan na ang gngwa ko dhil dami na rin nangyari with my relationship with ryan but well were back together... I do not expect anything from him para bang pgnandyn sya e di happy pg wla ok lng maybe im just too scared to expect more things to happen in our relationship yaw ko n kc msktan kya accept lng kung anong meron.. weird noh ng boy frend pa ko... pero as of now i am really contented kc may xtra effort na siya which is mdyo kakaiba sa knya... ng iba na raw sya.. akalain mo hehehe... and ang saya ko nung cnbi nyang nbago ko sya kala ko kc dati hndi e... actually i did not expect that pero happy talaga ako... hopefully mg work out na this tym kc mtgal na rin gn2 un set up namin e... pero who knows... wish me luck..hehehe

grbe dami kong gnwa 2day as in k2long ako at free time ko lng ngyn hehehe.... marunong na ko mgluto at least may mgandang kinalabasan dbaTo those of my friends hndi pa nkkalam e nabaksan me ng steel bar sa forehead at grabelaki ng bukol ko. Syempre na paranoid ang ako at feeling ko mamatay n ko dhl bka mgka intrnal hemorage ako.. waaahhh. So i went sa comcare para mgpachek up at dumb wla clang x-ray kc may repainting chuvaness daw cla kya puro consultation daw so I had my xray the ff morning nd la naman daw fracture so its ok na.. kya lng hassle noh at npgastos pa ko ng 400 pesos para dyn sa xray n yan... malas talaga!! longkatuts ka n nga disabled ka pa hehehe.... pero oks n kc wlang choice hanggang april lng naman toh e.
If ever mabasa nyo toh b4 april 11 ng tanghali kindly txt me kung pwede nyo ko samahan mg grocery sa smb! hehehe.. c u soon...

bat ganun?? when you thought that everythings ok.. hndi pla!! I enter different situations and i end up with what i was trying to run away from. Now hndi ko na alam.. I did not expect na mgging gn2 ang situation. I don't want to hurt anybody pero ngwa ko pa rin. I want to give him a chance but i can not maybe because we started at a wrong foot. I feel so guilty everytime he tells me how much he cares for me and that im the only person he gets his strength from. So parang nkk guilty if something happens to him feeling ko ako un may kasalanan. Waaahhh!!!! what if may gawin syang harmful sa sarili nya.. dumb!! I hope not....

Wat a rainy afternoon!! actually may typhoon pero thank God at wlang classes 2day kc i am suppose to take an exam sa mechanincs at wla pa kong alam.. first entry ko toh ala kc magawa e.. dpat laro me ragnraok kaso tinatamad ako..kya e2 im updating my first entry. My ka ym me ngyn hndi ko sya kilala pero oks lng.. ganyan tlga pag bored.. ang boring ng entry ko.. bored ako e.